Wednesday, January 06, 2010
okok, NOW i'm back. seriously! no! for realz yo!
i bet no one will believe me. that's ok. i will write for my own benefit!@# *looks at self* SELF!@# IS THIS BENEFITING MYSELF!?? :\ i'm wondering who can answer that question. cuz i know i can't. :B
i don't have much to rail about today. mostly just wanted to restart this badboy and get back into a groove of writing. see, i'm embarking on a life-turning-around period of... my life and i like to write! so i'm trying to do less time wasting and more actual DOING of things. like writing. reading. maybe start up some racquetball or running or something. cook new things. basically, anything that's not rotting my brain on the tv.
my brother and i both have this innate sense of ourselves being horrible. like, that is what we believe deep down inside. and so we fight that, but it always wins out. WELL NOT THIS TIME HORRIBLE INSIDES!@# not this time no sir thank you sir! this time i've ordered a self-esteem book and workbook! so who knows, maybe i will post my way through the book here as a chronicle of my journey from horrible to great baeness and the baetude of manly wonder.
though i gotta say, when i think about working on "self-esteem" issues, i can't help think about stuart smalley garbage! OOOHH!@# I'M GOOD ENOUGH! I'M SMART ENOUGH! AND DOGGONE IT... PEOPLE LIKE ME! sigh. maybe i'll just go buy some swillbeer. hopefully it will be drinkable.
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i know!! i completely agree about teh stuart smalley crap!! it's just feeding the guy inside me calling me a loser with more loserfood!@#!@# gah!@#!@
like, i can't imagine winston churchill or [insert some other well respected historical manly man here] ever going thru a focking self esteem workbook!@# WTF KIND OF PANSYBOY AM I ANYWAY!@#$@#$ :screamears:
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