Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Am I done? Is this manly? :\
Yes, I have fallen off the manly wagon. The whole find a mentor thing threw me for a huge loop. I should probably just skip that one and do 29 out of 30 manly days... but my nature being what it is, if I can't do it exactly right step for step BAM IT'S OVER NO THANKS GOODBYE!@#$@#@#$
Ahhh good times. My Stuart Smalley self esteem books did come though. I'm about halfway through the book. I definitely have severely low self esteem, which manifests itself though extreme passivity. There are exercises in there which are almost exactly what I had imagined they would be. "List some times u was passive. Write how u could has been different. Write how things would work out different if u was different. Be specific." *meltface* It's like, I'm reading this book and know I'm messed up and know I want to change, but the thought of actually doing some of it terrifies me. Like, WHAT? You want me to speak up for myself? Share an opinion? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU!@!# WHY WOULD U TORTURE ME LIKE THAT!@# AAAGHGHHFHFHGHDFHHG$%@#$%@#$%@#$%@#$%
Also my shoes are all scuffed and filthy again. :(
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